FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield


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If onlie I knew how life works,
If onlie I could make anyone love me..
If onlie Im not how i am
If onlie I do not have the blackest of the black heart
If onlie Im not as ugly as you see me

So many if onlies,
and it brings to one..

if onlie..
im not me.

then mebbe,
everything would be different..

Being you
you're rich, that way..
*line made private*
*line made private*
Not when it alters how you see me.
How it hurts..
the little things you say that still stuck in my head..

i wonder if im being petty
or real..
how can i compete with such strong facade or, truth?
After all, in the end,
you win, i lose..


does it empowers you to hear these are cooling on my cheeks, they're your measure of my weakness
in a way you're right
since you've always been the steel in my strength.

I wish im simpler.

Happy. Is wad i should try to be.
But happiness is not being my fren for a while now.
=(

*************

p.s: i cant believe Jeffrey died!!!
After 5 books, and he died?!
Just when he's about to have their baby, and just when he's being such such a love, he died?!!!
Karin Slaughter.. wad have u done...

I loved Jeffrey Tolliver...

p.p.s: wow, coincidence or wad?
seeing him agaen? after eons later, is too much of a concidence or a sign?
mebbe, just mebbe.

p.p.p.s: just realised i havent had popeye's for quite sum time now, and just having the biscuit just now was enough to floor me.

I hope and pray Slaughter's series will be turned into a movie.
*squeeze eye and hope*

pst.. i miss my boy Boyylla too. They seem to be loading real slow.