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ASSYADIKA JALIL

When I dream
I dream out my fears
Hoping that reality is near
So I can lure it to my lair
Then feed on my needs as need be


So when I dream
I dream about fighting the freezing cold with fire
I dream about aiming higher to grasp my desires
I dream of ways to inspire myself
By sweetly toiling out till I tire
Many a dream of mine are unwritten songs
To which I've known the words all along
Often I dream of places where I should belong

When I dream
I dream about the impossible
And how to enable it
Without the obvious obstacles
It’s only then I realize that a dream is capable
Of becoming true for either me or you
Yet the reality of it all is
Then a dream is no longer a dream!


deux:

JURAIMI JUMAT


Person with big heart and forgiving nature. he needs to check his temper tho. loving and compassionate at his best. someone you can rely on and have your back.





trois:

FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield



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SIM LIM infamous retard.

Friday, April 17, 2009
2:35 PM
im effynk shagged. particularly not the physical. Itz more of a mental shagged.
I just need a good nitely routine of sleep.
Whee, got a job, starting tomr. Hahaha, monday is the start of school.
A bit of a mocking perfect timing. Heh, but im grateful nonetheless. Heh.

Word of caution: very wordy entry.

Went Sim Lim with the darl yesterday, to sell his new psp (age of 3 days). Itz pretty actuallie, metallic baby blue. Hahaha, I laughed at his face when i got to know he picked baby blue. Hahahaha... Pretty boy.

He got conned pretty bad, paying an almost extra 100bucks from the market price for tt psp. But prolly after finish reading this entry, it might not even be a surprise nemore. Knowing how this "people" works.

Tt's just an initial pretty price for your eyes and before u noe it, u got bait by all the goodness, and when the actual price is staring right at your face, then the balloon pops, and u end up paying a bomb.

Why cant these people just be honest doing their stupid gaming sales eh? Before yesterday, which was the other day, accompanied him to Queensway to reprimand that guy, cause he (the salesman) told darlun tt the psp is modified, when later we found out, itz not. AND we found out that psp cant be modified. And ON TOP OF THAT, the memory card too, was a fake.

That guy is kinda rude and I realised one thing bout these conmen, they speak in riddles, answering questions with questions, and beat around the bush. And they slur.
Articulation, people, is important when presenting urself.


Aneways, that's the story back at Queensway.
Over at Sim Lim, it was the horror of horrors.


After much rounding and surveying, and the repetition of "this psp cant be modified" (referring to his own psp) from every freaking shop, we finally found a shop, I'ld gladly put his unit number here if only I knew. Damn him.

Well, everythynk started rosy, we negotiated, and very professionally, talked about prices. Both of us wearing poker faces. And when he said he'ld take in the psp at 180bucks, (our highest one at the moment was onlie a 150) hun discreetly nudged me, and we tried to keep our excitement down.

And when he too mentioned, we'ld only have to top up 200bucks for a new psp slim, iso cso format (chey!! im using jargons now! wahaha) and seeing that our current find was a 2nd hand psp at a top up price of 220, it was indeed a very appealing deal.

So, we told him we're interested.
And I should've smelled the starting of his fart when he told us, that he'ld only take the psp down for us if we agreed to buy. A strictly confirmed buy deal only. But i guess, we were tired and want to get over and done with.

Blah3. Hun said he looked like an ok guy, but i have my own opinions of him.
They had a smoke together, and before we noe it, he's being very very chatty with us and had alrdy done an upgrade for the psp, make the psp fast (so effynk discreetly! w/o asking us. he's one sly b****).

Pardon my language...


And get this, even my own 13yr old brother noes this trick. It doesnt need to be paid for this service. It's a matter of whether u noe how the program runs. Shit shit him ar.


I guess he knew my doubts on him, coz I gave him a quizzical look on the lack of serial num, (since he said itz brand brand new) but din questino him further, then the thing bout the charger. He said itz new, but he slipped when he said the psp is a 2nd batch, and then he went on talking and let out that the charger is a 1st batch.

Nak tipu, but ure not sleek, babe.

Aneways, he gave darlyn a screen protector FOC, a crystal cover FOC, and even offered to put in games for him FOC! That's like his fav term argh.
So we were all in jolly, hun managed to give some game names, as for me, I told his gf
(a saleswm there too) tt im no gamer. Which is a stoopid move to thnk bout it; but I din noe how cunning they could get there.

Fast forward, come to the billing, guess wad?!

Jeng jeng jeng!

The agreed price of taking at $190 is further offered to us at $200 since "ya'll are ok people" but me n ju's alrdy in business mode at the calculation moment. Blah3, he starts his snake tongue language and ended up instead of the 190, or 200, he wrote 174bucks as the trade in value. Oh, because of the tax.

Confused alrdy?

Bell was ringing in my head by then. But I let him on, coz im not reallie much of a paper's person reading how many percent the tax is all. But even an idiot knows, that when u trade in, u dun pay the tax. The other party does. What he's doing is, he's letting us pay the tax for him.

After all that was through, I managed to oursmart him *beam* and we got back our 190. Told him we din want his 200 offer either.

And his version of tax is 14%. As I said, I dun reallie follow the news, but isnt it at 7% government gst? I wasnt sure, so i shut it.

UNTIL, he came to the bomb price of $621!! And he minus the trade in value blah3, tax ke wad la, ended up at $462!!!! When the agreed top up price was 200 flat.

Blah3, when we passed the phase of understaing we're never getting to pay the 200.. and when we questioned bout his price all, and when i told him that I wanted to explain back wad I understood from him, he exploded and banged the calculator right then and there.
Like with superb angry force.


I was stunned, but let it past when suddenly darling spoke up "U talked to her like that??"
and THEN the drama starts.

Heh, im actuallie immensely proud of my boyfriend for standing up for me that way.
;>

But all these feelings came later.. all my brain was processing at that time was actions. No thought, nothynk.
Like watching everytynk from a 3rd perspective.

His ah beng kia true self starts to show, and he started demanding from hun wads his prob, and when darling spoke in very calm manner, he(they guy) start making a scene. I tried to calm him and told him let's all speak nicely, and the next thing I knew, he pulled a siccssors and tried to pull darling outside. My mind was spinning with alarm and i cant tell u how fast my heart was beating.

Hun pushed him away and I stood in between them, saying sumthynk. I dun rmbr wad, my body was on auto-mode and everythynk was happening too fast for me. And I felt hun pull me back behind him and I thought he din noe that ahbeng had a form of weapon with him. But darl knew.

Then he was shouting "wad?!! wanna call police?!! CALL AR!!! got anybody meh?!! *craning his neck and pretend to look everywhere with his SUPERBLY rude annoying expression* (when in actual fact, there was a lot of ppl, considering the small space, but all they did was looked on, bored) got camera meh?!!" and when hun did pointed out there was a camera up there, he shouted "hah! that one FAKE ONE!! HAAA!"

All I wanted was to swipe that stupid smirk across his face, then he tossed a penknife at hun and demand hun to settle outside with him. Eventuallie he put down his scissors and words cant describe the relief in me. By the time, I was trembling shaking, is more accurate, inside.

When hun answered his SCDF calls, that imbecile thot hun was calling his frenz up. Childishly he announced loudly "wad?! call gang?! Eh ok ar, I also call ar!" and pretended to call up his frenz. I just looked on at him pathetically. Did he even think we'ld buy his bait on that? Even i din.
That was the king of pathetic move.


And when finally we managed to sort things out, I explained to his gf, my version of calculation. My mind went blank for a while, and when I hear my own voice, it was trembling and even darling told me my hands were shaking then. I did realise and tried to disguise it. So I calmed myself down and the numbers came to my head.

I managed to question him bout the extras and where it all came from. 100 bucks on upgrade, 50 on RAM. Stupid ram which we din even request for. And he din mention a price for the upgrade. "eh sister, u think ppl do service for u, free meh? common sense.."

And I talked on bout the calculation, we agreed to only pay 350(technically darling la yg paying, haha, but i feel the pinch too eh!) . An extra 150 for all the extras he put in - upgrade and RAM. Then tt scum started to melenting lagik, i beats me now why we din just walked away. Prolly coz of his weapon.

Men with anger, they can just do about anythynk, for that im sure of.
100% certain.


So I told him, we'll play his game and add 7% tax to our alrdy offered price of 350, which makes it 374.5, 375la. And he' still not happie, but I firmly told him itz that or nothynk. And he agreed begrudgingly.

He then bitched in Chinese about us to whomever who'ld listen in front of us. My guess would be we wanted us to demand him and he'ld start agaen his tactic and decided to call off the agreement. But me n hun cant even be bothered. He was going on with
"malairen blah3... malairen blah3..."

U dun have to suddenly get all racist ynoe?

In the end, he apologised to hun, I was so full of despise towards him for ever threatening hun, that I din even looked at him when he apologised or sweet talked telling hun he give darl 3 mnths of dree downloading of ANY games there. *roll eyes* BIG DEAL. Besar sgt la game dier.

I cant understand how hun could actullie SMILED at him after all that and told him that everyone has a temper, just rmbr that everyone else also has temper. Just rmbr that.
That was his exact words. My proud moment too at his wise words. Mebbe that was wad makes us 2 different people. Him and his ways, me and my ways.


Given MY way, I'ld have him reported for threat with weapon.
Suker2 threat mataer org ngan scissors?


Hun said if he had the balls to do that, he'd done that without all the BIG TALKS.

Big talk, no balls.

"EH THIS IS SIM LIM AR!!
EVERYBODY KNOW ME!!"



My question,
How far can notoriety get u, brudder?