FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield


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Itz a Saturday! *twirl twirl*

lazy saturday will it be. heh. Woke up due to the nice smelling of fried chicken.. heh heh heh.. laze around in bed for a while, msging meh munchieekynnz and when i walked out, whoahhh, a feast has been spread out on the table.

Meh mummie cook all of it! Wheee!!! There's mee rebus, (special dahdie's style with the tetel thing) then, there's fried chicken! Then there's fishcakes, then have asam pedas summore! And cripy veggies! Yummieeeeeeee!!

PLUS there's cookies, and muffins
(all flavours choc chip, banana walnut, blueberry, u name it itz there)
and chocolates all bought by Loola.
Pst! these Little Jerries cookies are to dieee for!!!

*drool*

Now now, how can i not gain weight alrdy u tell me??? Me want start jogging alrdy... hmm..

So after tucking myself in, here i am.. My eyes are getting heavier and heavier by the minute, but im supposed to be studying. I sound sooo haha piggy here. Kekeke...

Paper starts Tuesday and ive not start one bit. School's been a a little... rough on me. Ive kinda a love-hate relationship with it. Mostly coz, either i thoroughly love what im doing or despise it. And ppl are, coarse too. Insults and putting u down. Are those even considered friends...? Never ending putting u down and blah3.

Considering the pattern im in, im thinking, is graduation even there for me.. u noe? And I just found out bout yr 3, tt sumthynk bout SIP tt we wun be attached to a REAL company outside, instead, it'll be in skool and doing a major project there AND no pay.
Can i stress that out??
No. Pay.
Tell me, what kind of ATTACHMENT is that??

Im starting to think of TP as skola merepek.

I think, going to skool everyday, absorbing the insults and let downs plus the long journey has been making me a real bitter bitch. And poor baby has been tolerating my ventings..

Aneways, darling is letting go of his bike, soon.. Monday in fact and im surprised how attached i am to the blue bedah. Heehz. Hun, i think, is having an emotional tornado inside. Kekeke... he loves her very very very veryyyy much. And hearing him speak of her, itz like him letting out his emotions to me about another girl he absolutely love, hehe.. Another love, definitely. ;>

So yesterday, he've chose his chosen bike. I choose you, lalalalaa! Haha.. he was caught between this bike and another, and the thing is, itz his toy and yet he was actuallie more concerned bout my comfort level over his choice, heeheehee. sweet or wad? i dun mind one single bit pn, yet he put me before him. Hehhhh, so lovely. Chose his paintwork and so until then, he'll be bike-less for a month.

Say, a birthday present for himself since he's getting it after his birthday. Speaking of whichhh... darling's turning 21, and turning 21 is kinda a major deal. What should i do? What should i do? Hehhh.. Actuallie, kinda have somethynk carved in mind alrdy.. heh hehh...

Back to yesterday, was feeling... beachy yesterday, so i put on a yellow dress and went out with hun. Newaes, after much contemplating of places, we went around town and have the yummie ayam penyet BUT itz only after that that i told him i crave for some beach fun, think: splashing around and getting onto his shoulder and beach-fight with some other couples (heh, no?) and only after that that he told me, actuallie he thot of asking me to the beach too today. AISEYY BEDAHH. Now u say.

Heehz. So after we're full, and walking around.. the hot clammy weather was getting to us arldy, and hun wanted to watch Terminator. Checked Cine, Lido, all full and selling out fast. So we checked out JP, and still full and selling out fast, so hun booked the midnite tix and sent me back home. Was still early. Like, wad? 9 plus?

Took a veryyyyy long cold shower and hit the sack. And tadah, met him for the midnite movie again. Kakaka, which was boryn. And which he slept thru it. WAKAKAKAKA..

So u noe how boring it is yea? The man in front of me wasnt helping when he sat up so straight and kept fidgeting. And rocking his chair. Half the time, i was leaning on hun's shoulder while watching this man's looming head in front of me, coz he practically covered my view. But since the movies was damn boryn, i wasnt that bothered. Haha..

*stretch*
Ive long noticed, darling and me da berzaman tak amek gambar togeder. heh.

So no pic. Have a niceee weekend!

Btw, i love this song.