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ASSYADIKA JALIL

When I dream
I dream out my fears
Hoping that reality is near
So I can lure it to my lair
Then feed on my needs as need be


So when I dream
I dream about fighting the freezing cold with fire
I dream about aiming higher to grasp my desires
I dream of ways to inspire myself
By sweetly toiling out till I tire
Many a dream of mine are unwritten songs
To which I've known the words all along
Often I dream of places where I should belong

When I dream
I dream about the impossible
And how to enable it
Without the obvious obstacles
It’s only then I realize that a dream is capable
Of becoming true for either me or you
Yet the reality of it all is
Then a dream is no longer a dream!


deux:

JURAIMI JUMAT


Person with big heart and forgiving nature. he needs to check his temper tho. loving and compassionate at his best. someone you can rely on and have your back.





trois:

FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield



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rough night.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009
12:00 PM
Yesterday night was rough wasnt it..
Had a terrible time, before sleep gets hold of me, deep... very very deep. Then i rmbred the nightmare.
THE SAME NIGHTMARE.
AT THE SAME PLACE.

Itz been a very very long while, since the ferst one. I dunno where this place is, but i noe itz a hospital.. have i blogged bout it bfore? not sure.

But the place.. there's many sections of places to it, but the main highlight (the most gore part) will always take place here at the one basement. To get to this basement, there's a very long lorong, and there's a quiet door by the lorong..

When you enter this door, another one long lorong (the ferst nightmare, i saw the old lady here) but yesterday, there was nobody there, (as im typing, im having serious case goosebumps here!) and i walked on till i see another door, then i hafter to get through deep, and very echo-y maze like staircases.

There's pipes running above.. and itz very very sppoky. Once you get in, it'll be a long time til u get to the end exit..



And so in this nightmare, after walking through the lorongs, i rmbred holding somebody's hand. But i couldnt rmbr who or how it looks like. Only the holding of hands, felt so real. So real, that when later i woke up, i could still rmbr the touch. But itz not normal holding. Itz like when u hold a kids hand by the wrist type...

But when i got to the door to the basement, i din rmbr it anymore. I rmbr being alone. Then a guy came strolling. I asked him if he could accompany me down to the basement, he told me no. So i went ahead and started walking. After going down the stairs for a while, i heard the door banged close.

I carried on walking and thatz when i realised, i wasnt alone.

The guy was follwing me, and sumhow the presence din make me feel any safer, in fact it alarmed me, and sure enough, when i turned around, he attacked and tried to rape me.


I screamed, and then that when i saw the stairs was not stable. I kicked him off me, and the stairs gave way, and i heard the loud, very dense thump of his head crashing to the floor. As i said, it was a very long way down. The sound was terrible. Like if u hear it, sumthynk inside you will surely die...

Sumhow, i escaped from the falling stairs. And when i looked down, his head was all smashed up, and blood was all over him..... Thatz when i started crying.


When i woke up, it felt like finally my heart started to beat again. Felt like as tho, when i was sleeping, the heard refused to beat, and when i finally woke up, the whole relief was just very overwhelming.

I froze there for a while, thinking nothing.. and then i realised, there very loud angry thunders and lightnings outside. Which, made me froze even longer. I noe i should close my windows, (i had my blinds and drapes over) but was too afraid to get near the windows.

So i finally moved and pulled my comforter over me, and that's when i rmbred the feeling of holding sumone's wrist was VERY VERY real. Then the sound of my blinds banging on the grills made me close the window and rush back to my bed.

I couldnt sleep as long as itz storming outside. When evetually i realise, itz became quiet outside, i closed my eyes and relaxed my body. And THEN the maha-thunder came!

I practically shuddered and dug myself deeper into my comforters.. scaries eh..
And when i woke up again, it was the peaceful morning after. To an agry voice. I was rambling unconciouslie on the phone.

Haiz.

I wonder, why that place? where is that place..
About the guy.. i think i noe why.