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ASSYADIKA JALIL

When I dream
I dream out my fears
Hoping that reality is near
So I can lure it to my lair
Then feed on my needs as need be


So when I dream
I dream about fighting the freezing cold with fire
I dream about aiming higher to grasp my desires
I dream of ways to inspire myself
By sweetly toiling out till I tire
Many a dream of mine are unwritten songs
To which I've known the words all along
Often I dream of places where I should belong

When I dream
I dream about the impossible
And how to enable it
Without the obvious obstacles
It’s only then I realize that a dream is capable
Of becoming true for either me or you
Yet the reality of it all is
Then a dream is no longer a dream!


deux:

JURAIMI JUMAT


Person with big heart and forgiving nature. he needs to check his temper tho. loving and compassionate at his best. someone you can rely on and have your back.





trois:

FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield



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Friday, August 28, 2009
3:07 AM
Ollllaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Plan was to read and doze off to sleep, plus itz raining heavily outside, and superbly cold here, but me too hyped up for sleep. So here i am!

My room is like undescribebably chaotic.



see? all out of place! hehe, intruded sgee's room too, coz im doing rearangings.
same ol same ol stuffs. why cant i just throw all those mags away?
i love cleo too much.
collecting inches of dust.

nenek biseng wimme everytime she looks at my room. coz my bed is positioned senget. she said macam how they ltak mayat. hmpfrt. but i love it senget. disorderly. hee, so the other time she came it was still diagonal. she still nags about it.. hee, but wad else can i do? luv it la.


Things to do:
#1 scrape off the laminations off my windows.
done!
(itz so effynk da lamer, til when u scrape, it does not oeel off as one sheet, dier jadik berderai, sheesh!)
lucky meh mummie help. heehee. and she was so determined, i just sat on the top of the ladder and admire her determination. hee, even when she was coevered with the pieces of the laminations. and we chatted and chatted til both of us fell exhausted.

plus, me need to drag mummie along to they DIY shop to buy new laminations. Hee, i wanna the color2 one like the swensen's signature lamps. Like my old house. =)

Noe wad? Yest night, i forgot i had the laminations off, and me went to close my room's door and just wham, whip off my t-shirt and when i was choosing my shirt, i realise im standing on clear vision, HALF NAKED!!!!! Shit ar!! tros duck down and just slip on any shirt. damn.

there was a lady standing right opposite my window. I turned just intime to see sudden movement. Hahaha, think she got traumatised. WAHAHA.

Geez. Note to self: blind must always be down now.



tried to capture the rain. it's beautiful.
but got the lorry instead.

hee, aneywas, just a reason to hang out at my clean-ed windows.
WAHAHAHA.
must pick up smoking alrdy. ttz wad they always do, hang out by the windows puffing out smoke, polluting the air. kekeke.

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#2 wash the windows
done!

soapy water check. clean water check. windshield layer checked.


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#3 scrub walls clean
onlie managed to do one wall.

ferst layer water, den with clean water den towel it dry.
phew. the climbing of ladder is the bugger part.

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#3 wash zee fans.
done!
boryn chore.
my hanging fan is still making a lot of noises. wonder y eh! can i just oil it with baby oil? takot meletop. haha.
pls be ok, coz i wanna get riof the standing fan. takes up space.

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#4 rearrange my room arrangements. (redundant word there)

hmm, me wanna make this one costy therapeutic corner. aneways, wanted to buy the transparent drapes from IKEA, like layer it.. budden i found a gold langsir from hidden treasures at mummie's room. Hee, nvr been used before, so tt'll do.

Might prolly layer it up on top of my blind, then my deep pink drape then the transparent gold. whoohoo. think it might be too heavy for the eyes? i think not.

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#5 draw me walls!

whee! the highlight and motivation to my cleaning of meh room. heeheee.
rmbr my wall drawings last time? hehe if not nehmind. tried finding the pics but it was at bliss beautifullour. my old very very much missed blog. memories since 2004 eh tu.

aneways, me wanna draw tiz:

besar2 at the bottom corner. where supposedly the corner would be.
but right, how come i got the feeling ttz not gonna happen? haha..

coz, reason numero uno: im bad at following sketches.
numero duo: i havent got enough black paint. teehee.

mebbe, just draw this,

a small one beside my light switch eh?

see la. i might just draw my fav swirls again. more of 'em!
or mebbe the drawings wun even happen. haha

*****

enough of talking about chores alrdy. i think ive got myself a job. =)
was just blindly surfing when nizam window chat popped up. bugging me to play farmsville.

haha, told ttz a superbly sad game. he got so excited by the fact that when u sow the seed, u wait for a certain time, then they'll harvest. haha. so lynkn je, and became his neighbour. my farm is a measly 4 plot of lands.

den, we became bored and he started singing kurung biru, which he call, kain biru. hahahaha... lagik bleh ckp, eh kite kraoke, kau nyanyi situ, aku nanyi sini ar? and he went on and on typing those lyrics on.. hahahaha... funny eh seriouslie.
so while we chatted, told him i was looking for a job. and bam, ive got myself my old job back, i hope! heehz, but now, at tiong baru. instead of wheelock.

den came bugger linda. hehe.. no words for her. ireeeeeetatynk smcm! hahahaha

time for sahur alrdy i guess. whee, i din sleep another whole night. the other night me din sleep at all then yest slept til ptg. and now din sleep jgak. haha, wad a bad pattern.

oh and tadik went to bazar jw. hee, bumped onto Asyraf hy. hee, we round2 the baza like 3 times! and he was just buying and buying non stop. I thot he was for for his whole fam when he told me, tt all for him. he was on duty. hahahaha... gagahhhhh...

and Fazly from rulang.. just senyumed tho. i dun think he rmbrs me, but he smiled ferst. hmm, but right, im insecure liddat. i wun tego sumone unless im sure tt person rmbrs me. haha.

im reallie on blabbering mode. kekeke.
i'll stop.now. i think if im with the bf, he'll cover my mouth and say i biseng. hahaha...
i miss him.

tt time go carik his dad's bday present. and we waltz into hugo boss boutique, thinking to buy the tshirt, budden, 200plus for the tshirt, i think is a waste. coz, the tshirt pn cam blapok onliee. so went to search for perfumes, and got ck uhh, forgot the name. intense sumthynk2.. but not the intense version...

plus the aftershave n rollon. much nicer. =)

when we passed tiffany's, told him i want tt for our wedding ring, and he said said sumthynk.. kekeke... he's the most annoying pest ever.

miss him.

slamat bersahur!
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