FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield


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Hello me superbly abandoned blog.
Heehz, i totally had no mood or any sort to blog or even on the laptop for weeks!

Weeks ke? Last entry was.. 1st sept. Yeap, weeks. Aneways, days have been pretty interesting. Hmm.. hun alrdy got his baju mlayu altho we're still looking for the one for our spasang. Heehee.. danng, i wish we reallie could find one tt he likes. Mat crewet btol la tu satu. me mr pretty vain boy. Haha.

Prolly Fri hit Geylang and PRAAYYY we could find one tt he likes, else we're not gonna be spasang this yr! Oh nooo!!

Ive got a job and quit a job. Hahaha... dun wanna talk bout it altho, the ppl there are effynk sweet and hilarious minus the person, name rhyming with MERCY- the f up manager. Gosh!

Ive got another job call this morning. From Prudential. Pass it tho..

Eh.. i think itz been berzaman when i went out the other day... wait.. yeah, itz been weeks ago.. hahaha, seems just like yesterdae. Pooling with hun, where i got beaten flatout by him. Even tho he skipped sooo many turns just to make way for me.. hahahaha... i need practice alrdy. Yeahyeahh~... ive nvr been good at tt aneways.

HOW COME EVERYTIME I WANNA WATCH A CERTAIN MOVIE, mestiiiiiiiii adeeer je tk kene... like, time slots la... placesla.... or avalibilitylaaa....

*pull hair!*

And right now, i reallie wanna catch The Time Traverler's Wife, altho technically speaking, ive watched it alrdy online.. Haha.. Still.. itz not the same.



My sisters have been superbly sweet for my bday this yr.

Even Sgee! Ttz my brudder btw. He did the sweetest thing! He bought for me a bday gift! I think ttz a ferst, heehz, coz usuallie, his are more of actions.

But awwwww... no wonder he kept asking me wad color i want for my hp cover. Coz i rmbred telling him many2 days back about how i saw this one hp cover. Then from tt day onwards he kept bugging me wad color i want, insisting me to describe how it looks like etc2.

So when i reached home, tt day (on me bdae) he walked to me and shyly gave me sumthynk. I looked at it, and he said happie bday quite coyly! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I burst out laughing!! Like he looked soooooo shy liddat! Hahahahhaha... and cant help but gushhhhh bout how sweet he was. HEEE. Loola said he actuallie put the hp cpver on my bed, so tt when i got back i could just see it. But then he said, he thot i was coming back home late, so since i reached home early he gave it to me personally.

Alalalalalaaa... my sweeeet darling darling brudderr... *hmwaaachss hmwaachs!!*
Then he gave me a kiss. Heehz, syg mat sgee!


Then there's the story of another of my sweet sibling - gagak inakuu... she bought me one whole box of cheesecakes. =)) gave me niceeeee banglesss (i love it and juju pn love it, hee) which she call bird nest. So much thought puttt in. :))


Hahaha, yeap, da mkn dulu la cake2 baru amek gambar. Shld see the video, tinggal brape keping then sing bdae song. HAHAHAHAHA...

And Loola also.

She planned a birthdae countdown for me, but appppparently forgot about it! But i knew alrdy, heehz, coz she can nvr keep sumthynk she's excited about to herself. HAHAHA. She bought gazillion balloons, a princess tiara and wand, some party hats and even party spray! And kept it all at rumah kak ina. Plan was to have a chic countdown, Sgee supposedly be the dj and we dance the night away. Her bdae this yr, i did a spontaneous bangla-countdown party which we had a blast of a time!!

So, agaknyer inspired la kn.. haha.. nie up sket tho. Club countdown! Heeheee.

Butttt.. since she da kelupe knn... so.. i cant stop grnning while looking at her blow her lungs away to those balloons.. smangat kebolehan nor?



Heehz. And she kept me excited by giving me a red envelope. I saw her smiling broadly while sneakily stuffing somthynk inside. Teehee.

Oh yeaaah, she gave me cash bebeh! Heheeee!! So while she blow up her beloved balloons, me was kept busy being excited by those papers. Hahaha..

Then i walked into my room and tadaaaah!!!!

CHANTEQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ!!!!!!

Sgee attacking his chicken




see? mdm grumpy's so grumpy, she picked a fight with d papparazzi.

Sgee: forever engrossed deep in his psp world or his ears plugged to some music.
budak zaman2 skrg....
ANTI SOCIAL btol.
HAHAHAHAHAH


Heee.. coool arrr.. we eat like some sort atas tree house liddat.




And here's my bloody rib eye.

Heee. We enjoyed every sec of it there.



Cleaned up plates!

And ntah eh, like wadever i said tt day justr came true in a snap. I rmbred saying tt morning i felt like having cappucino ice blend. and i ordered tt there. But i din realise tt, tt was wad i wanted this morning! Only after i've down it all then i realise... heehz.

I think dahdiee's tennderloin was the best tho. My ribeye was kinda tough, i left it too long on the stone i guess. Itz 400degree celcius btw. Volcanic stones, so... no itchy finger there uh, unless nak tgk ur finger melt away. Sssss...



I love my shoe. Wanted to buy the white one actuallie... but chix leg sis n loola said itz too hooker-like. Reallie? I guess so la.. haha... i asked hun he said no initially, den mumbled maybe uh.. hahahhahahha...

But he said my shoee niceeeeeeee... lalalalala! I love it too! But so tk kene for rayer. I wasnt even thinking for my rayer actuallie.. haha more suitable to be worn with my ever reliable jeans.

chix leg's sis shoes. i saw the left one ferrrst, no size tapi. at ferst she say obit, pastu beli jgak.. pfrrt! wadz tt word?? gaudy?? heehz

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me n ma bf. =)

After the ride, him bought his new-found fav snack pizza bar (padahal da berzaman eh i love tt pizza bar... hahaha, katakbawah tempurung) and me bought superbly chocolated muffins and drinks and sat and just enjoyed our loot. Him tak abez2 tell me im comot. Hmpfrt. Ferst2 lap, pastu da tak.. i think coz lap pn pastu adek balek.. haha..

U made me real happie, luvly.

Hmwacks!