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sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield


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So i officially have 3 blogs now. And this one is stagnant. Ho ho. Dun ask me why i have 3 blogs, one is now dysfunct, another one was just made yesterday. Lolla Rogue! Woohoo!

These day, there are just some days when I feel like as tho im so effynk... scratch that la. I feel myself as tho, im at the low side? U noe.. like, there's so much I am able to do, so much that im missing out on, and i feel like im here, but i dun wanna be here.

I dun wanna be here at this stage of my life. How my life is going right now. With things. With... gaahhhh.... Just now, like this. can i do this - *gesture arms widly around*.

I dunno how exactly, but i have a glimpse of what i want. In my dreams.

Itz just so depressing when you are going i wish i wish. Shit the I wishes. I want it to happen. Sumtimes, I feel so suffocated. Like, i just wanna untie myself from being in this deep black ocean and reach out for the air and WHOAAAAAAAHHHH, finaaaaally!!!
*emerge from bottom of ocean suck in deeeeeep breath of air!*

Hahaha, sorry, but im feeling, graphic.

Point is, im not depressed. Nolah, but cam, i feel so much frustration inside me, almost anger, directed at so many things and places and people.. And itz making me lose my grip on me.

Dammnit eh.