okie dokie! been a while since i last blogged and i miss it so much! Haha.. i know nobody can be bothered to enter this site nemore, coz itz been abandoned for so longgggg... hurhur, so imma just rant n rant. wheee!
A LOTTTT has been going on. So much emotions and changes, i thnk my world is spinning on around me too fast.
And then there's the attachment. Week 4 now. uhh.. 15more weeks to go i thnk. omg, itz sooo efyynk boryn. Can u imagine, sitting all day, alone at ur work station (which by the way is filthy like hell, til i bawak kaen just so i can wipe it everyday, might wanna buy a small dettol bottle. eeks, imagine ar bulu2 kecik ALWAYS at the keyboard n table, where did THAT come from?! haha, fida say most prolly itz the aircon, haha... maklumla.. *racist-censored content* )
back to point A. yeah, sitting at ur workstation all day, without human interaction is depressing! Lucky for me, Mai is with me the WHOLE day at msn. hehehe... we talk nonsense whole day long. ;>>
but today is ok, coz fida was there. haha, just now we were at the pantry, doing our coffeee and eating up most of the biscuits there, choosing candies all, then si fida tamak-on suro bukak check fridge ader ape. HAHA.. so i pulled the fridge door la, and itz ketat to the max. So with, dgn penuh smngt kekentalan tried to tarek with much more force, den cam frustrated sndrik uh coz tt thing was effynk ketat. THEN we rembred the fridge door songsang! It was the other way around!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA... naseb tu fridge tk terbalekk jatoh.
Aneways, i know it doesnt sound funny here, but when ure at my kinda situation, wad witht the depressing environment, even fida digging her nose becomes funny. Not tt she doesla, just saying.
Haha, and tt grl took the mini biscuits so much tt she took a cup to fill it all in. Hahaha, i was malu rabak ok. Ramai laktu saw her bringing tt cup filled with biscuit! Haha, perangai burok smcm. haha..
Aneways, there's some changes in my life now. I reallie need to knock my head hard and prioritise my life eh. Itz just one task, needs sooo much time n effort... why cant it be like, hm buying stuff eh? Kn best. Want #1: BOUGHT. Want #2: BOUGHT.
Heehz, i thnk right, my path is all wrong now. What am i gonna work as with CODINGS? coding sucks eh. Oklah, if doing website, i'ld still enjoy it. But coding? for binary bytes??
EW EW EWWWWWW..
Ferst in line is to complete diploma. This attachment is like a HUGE obstacle block from it. Attendace, attendance. Why do i always have probs with that?! Gahh
And then there's another matter. Which i think ramai ppl in my life oppse me of doing it, but i sooo want it. Coz it'll make my life so much easier. I want it. WANT IT.
This blog is so wordy kn. Hahaha... thnk i'll post some pics up.
Yea, bali. Berzaman yg lalu. I miss tt place so much. Parents gg agaen on me dahdiee's bdae on the 28th ltr. Bestnyerrrrrr~~!!
I wish me n hun can go on holls together ehhh.. i thnk we'ld slog ourselves in island gateaways... Ttld be niceee...
I miss my curly head juraimi. I miss my botakhead juraimi. Heehz, cant deicide which i like better. He's now a goodboy hair juraimi.
Think bout it, i miss us when we were both skooling. The innocence. The excitement. The carelessness of our strong trust. Heehz. It was so easy. But, we must live in our presence, no?
He's great.
I shld slp now, but i just feel like rantinggggggg... hahahahahahahaa...
I feel, blessed anyways. I feel blessed and cursed at the same time. Boleh tk? Haha..
I feel truly blessed coz the person I love is mine. I thnk the whole world noes how im crazee in love with juraimi since sec 1. I feel cursed coz.. lalalalala.. haha not telling y. ;>
I'll stop before i continue sprouting things not meant to be seen by public. lol.
Hmwaaaacks!
I feel blesssed more aneways.
I miss mat sgee.
ASSYADIKA JALIL
