XOXO DELICATE PASSION XOXO
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ASSYADIKA JALIL

When I dream
I dream out my fears
Hoping that reality is near
So I can lure it to my lair
Then feed on my needs as need be

So when I dream
I dream about fighting the freezing cold with fire
I dream about aiming higher to grasp my desires
I dream of ways to inspire myself
By sweetly toiling out till I tire
Many a dream of mine are unwritten songs
To which I've known the words all along
Often I dream of places where I should belong

When I dream
I dream about the impossible
And how to enable it
Without the obvious obstacles
It’s only then I realize that a dream is capable
Of becoming true for either me or you
Yet the reality of it all is
Then a dream is no longer a dream!


deux:

JURAIMI JUMAT

Person with big heart and forgiving nature. he needs to check his temper tho. loving and compassionate at his best. someone you can rely on and have your back.





trois:

FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield


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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 2:01 AM
Hey, itz 2am, and i noe im suppose to sleep, but insomnia wins. Tomr, FINALLY! Another appointment for my locked jaws. So hopefully tomr i get a silent and smooth moving jaw. like a normal person's. :)) And the bf's gonna send me, whee. Then go catch Alvin n d chipmunk? Coz just now, we went to fetch my hp from the nokia service store, and after tt nak go tgk tt movie, but itz full house everywhere. On a MONDAY. Lotsa tourists i guess.

Some pics here n there.








Btw, many2 things've happened since i last blogged? And, guess, since itz the end of year, i wanna blog and review of of the things which happened this yr. Or past events.. This or that, either or. Give and take.

Okay.

Hm, well... let's see. All that's going thru my mind these past few days' that im very much thankful for the presence of my bf in my life. I mean, of coz certain things, or rather, many things i do says otherwise, but eventuallie, or deep in my heart, im always thankful for having him beside me. What i can see right now is that, he can change within a snap if i said like.. i rather u do it like this or like that. He'll just cater to me and heed the change. And doing it genuinely. That's once thing i'll forever appreciate. And i noe all he does, is for the better, for us.

Itz not easy or simple as ive thought to finding sumone who has sumthynk in them that u can call home. One quote thatz been frequenting my mind nowadays is sumthynk like, you can nvr find perfect love but u can always build a perfect love. Makes sense?? It does to me. A lot. :))

So i guess kn, itz my turn, i dun wanna say itz MY turn, coz i fear history might repeat itself. Take its toll on me, unappreciated, etc. And i do believe, it takes two to give n take. BUT i want to, and i hope, InsyaAllah, to take care of him from now and forward. My high hope wish resolution (a tad ambitious, but one can try, lol) is to nvr hurt his feelings and protect him from hurt/pain from the external world too.

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so let's get to more trivial important-stuff-too stuffs.

- put back things where i took them from
(note to self: waste time, waste energy, plus it always gets me worked up and frustrated for such stupid reason!)

- DO NOT use money before getting them (superb bad)

- Learn the guitar, QUICK and proper. duh. full song!!!

- Bike lisence? hee (strike that)

- Push myself harder.
seriouslie, i NEED this to the verge of desperation need. WHY? "Be motivated. Think BIG. So that when ure thinking of the bigger pic, getting up n the morning is peanuts." rmbr?? I even borrow books on getting motivated ok. That bad.

- socialise more.
kinda hard. im kinda such a bipolar person, i can be so frenly and go getter one minute, but the next, if the same person i get along so well with wanna hang out / meet / just chill, i back away. itz like a cycle. dun ask why.

- eat healthier.
yes, that means, LOSE WEIGHT. places to focus: tummy, face, thigh. And please, tone the arms.

- Read more intellectual books.
haha, like what eh? Business economics today? EWWWWWWWWWWW. World issues? NO WAY. Maybe, more about 3rd world country. Yeap. Being ignorant is not cool, babe.

- SWITCH OFF ELECTRICALS WHEN NOT IN USE. SAVE THE EARTH!!
(i can just leave the fan + laptop using charger + hp charger without hp attached on the whole day, but im not using them. gotta change that. MUST change that)

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hm, there's more la, but, im kinda sleepy alrdy.

Wish me luck on these and also for tomr. They're gonna manually align my jaw. Scariee merries.