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un:

ASSYADIKA JALIL

When I dream
I dream out my fears
Hoping that reality is near
So I can lure it to my lair
Then feed on my needs as need be

So when I dream
I dream about fighting the freezing cold with fire
I dream about aiming higher to grasp my desires
I dream of ways to inspire myself
By sweetly toiling out till I tire
Many a dream of mine are unwritten songs
To which I've known the words all along
Often I dream of places where I should belong

When I dream
I dream about the impossible
And how to enable it
Without the obvious obstacles
It’s only then I realize that a dream is capable
Of becoming true for either me or you
Yet the reality of it all is
Then a dream is no longer a dream!

deux:

JURAIMI JUMAT

Person with big heart and forgiving nature. he needs to check his temper tho. loving and compassionate at his best. someone you can rely on and have your back.

trois:

FAV POEMS.

sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield

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Thursday, December 10, 2009 12:53 PM

Olla.. Am at skool library right now, just finished "discussion" with Kumbar and Kwan, wahsey, talking to them can make me reallie pissed man.

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Aneways, i thnk this crossroad has come to an end, a chance/opportunity came and passed and i hope, i pray and i wish, that the decision made is a right one. Even tho i noe itz not, itz sumthynk i chose to choose. Many many times i asked myself why, but the answer within me is so scarie that i dare not voice it out. Coz itz ridiculous.

A bit like instinct, there's a small voice saying that mebbe i should just take the risk. Sumtimes, some signs are given. But i dunno whether it is, or am i just hoping that it is? Itz kinda surreal... Maybe im just gutless. Sticking within the ~~norm~~ comfort.

And the thing that gets to me
is we'll never reallie see
and the thing that freaks me out

is i'll always be in doubt

It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we have
The animal
The animal
The animal instinct

My instinct is telling me mixed messages? I thnk. Haha.. mebbe itz a game of test, mebbe its another distraction or mebbe itz karma or mebbe itz destination and fate and ive pushed it away. Pushed it away, cant look back now.