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sorrow can leave you spending in a frame
with so much gulit and pain
sorrow was taken as a game
but it's so much more than and emotion
it's a pain
love brings sorrow in the game
it's like a pain calling your name
sometimes that come and never goes away
sorrow is based on a fear
sorrow is a secret you hold near
sorrow can hurt based on if it's a fear
but thats basically why sorrow found you here
-mariah whitfield


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Saw this article. bout writing a letter to ur 16 year old self. beats me why you would wanna write to a past age, i rather write to a future age kan? hahaha, but seems like writing sumthynk that you know would happen is more reassuring rather than writing or more of hoping for the unknown. So here goes.

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Dear Ika,

This is the year you hit rock bottom. And since im writing to sumthynk that has alrdy happen, i couldnt possibly change the fact that you TOTALLY flunked your O Levels. Yup, im still mad at you for tryna be a smart aleck in Science pract when they asked you to just choose X, Y or Z. Not IDENTIFY chemical X, Y or Z. Seriouslie, wad WERE you thinking?? read the INSTRUCTIONS, please! Yup, you would thot the 21 yr old u wouldve forgiven you huh? Haha, fat hope. But just remember, the harder you fall, the higher you bounce.

So, forget wad that. You're gonna have A BLAST at ITE! And who wouldve thot? The guy you've been hopelessly crushing on is gonna call you. *secret smile* Im not telling more, but you're gonna have a HELL of 2 years. Call that the honeymoon period baby. With loadsa fun at skool too.

You're gonna be okay, til at least for these years now.. I just wished at 16 youre not such an INNOCENT and PURE lil thing, so that the 21 old you wouldnt suffer meeting that expectations. Well, those arent reallie my words, but reallie, at 16, your mind and memory is practically all rainbows and roses. So do treasure it. Oh and, please, wash, tone n mosturise your face EVERYDAY. and stop the coke intake, please. or at least, apply those whitening teeth agents ttz been piling on your closet. Coz reallie, itz not gonna be applied itself.

Well, things are gonna be a blast. You're gonna be able to drive soon! MWAHAHA, spoiler alert. You're gonna cry during tt practical test coz the special sumone kids on not waiting on you. hahaha... and he's not gonna forget about that too. :) do take the bike liscence, dun mind wad anyone says. just do it.

oh, hahaha, at 21 you still cant spell liscence.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.


p.s: hope this lil pic here makes you smile that secret smile. ;>


xoxo,
your evil and rotten 21.